Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Tuesday/Wednesday, February 5/6 2008

Feb 5. Bless every person and condition, and give thanks Thus you affirm the perfection of God's creation_and show your faith in it. For nothing happens by accident in God's world, and there is no such thing as coincidence. Nor is the world buffeted by random choice, or Something you call fate! Meditations from Conversations with God. page 114
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Not a lot to say tonight. Yesterday and today have not been particularly good days for me. Depression, anxiety, and panic have been really busy with me. A lot of it is fear. But I'm getting through it - sober. I know that these are the so called demons that raise their ugly heads and raise havoc in my life. I've had enough experience with these in the past 17 years that I know I will get to the other side. ANd it is faith that gets me there. I have always had faith, but as a sober member of Alcoholics Anonymous, it has been strengthened.
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Today I am grateful for:
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My Higher Power - GOD
My Sobriety.
Dolly, my Schnauzer.
My Sponsor.
A very strong faith.
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Y'all be pretty now, ya heah.

6 comments:

Pam said...

You have an awful lot on your plate right now sugar butt. Please try to stay in the day where the helpings aren't so HUGE.

Boston B. said...

i'll send you good thoughts.

Scott W said...

Meetings usually scare that stuff away. At least that is what I have found to be true.

Scott W said...

I still say I thought you were a movie star in the back row today!

dAAve said...

Is this a comment?

Zane-nawwaa said...

Scott, Dahlink, true. Between films. Left Eye tomorrow. Right eye on Tuesday.