I have given you the tools with which to respond and react to events in a way which reduces--in fact, eliminates--pain, but you have not used them. OCTOBER 22 - Meditations from "Conversations with God - Book 1" page 105
Hi you bunch of alkies. How the hell was your day? Sober and serene I hope.
I notice that a bunch of us posts the number of days each has from time to time. In thinking about this recently on a sleepless night (you know the one where your head just won't turn off) I was wondering how many take into account the extra day for leap year. For me I have 6205 days figuring 365 times 17. But if I take in consideration the five leap years, 92, 96, 00, 04, 08, I add five more days which gives me 6210 through my 17th birthday. Just wondering. Feedback?
Tomorrow is my Aquatic Therapy day. I can truly say that just the one day has done wonders for this ole bod. I am not as sore as I expected to be. My therapy is at 1 PM. I'll give a report tomorrow night on that.
Talked to Rosalie yesterday. She was not her usual positive self. In fact, she was quite down and told me that the treatment was not going to be as easy as we had been told. She has the non-snall cell cancer, squamish cell cancer. There are two types of squamish cell cancer; one where the tumor or cancer is stationary; the other where the cancer is not stationary thus making it more difficult to treat. She has the latter. It is still treatable, but is harder to do. I don't understand all this, but sure as hell intend to become well informed about it. The best news is that the ACS has drivers that will pick up patients, take them to their appointments, stay with them, and then take them home. She was most happy about that as it takes the "burden" off of Sam or me. It is unsettling to me to hear her negative side, as that part of her has been hidden for so many years. However, were I in her shoes, I don't know that I would not do the same. But then again, this is not your regular ailments. What with my schedule, I can't go over until mid-November accept for overnight on Sat. But if that is what it comes to, then that is what I will have to do. But I also have to take care of myself. I know that God will guide me through this, He always has and I do not see that changing.
Damned, I am so lucky to be blessed with Sobriety. And I keep remunerating the promise that "we will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us." (P 84 BB) Oh how I love it when I can actually see the promises working in my life. It just does not get better n that!
Tonight I am grateful for:
- God, my Higher Power
- My Sobriety
- Mamie, my schnauzer
- My Sponsor
- Tomorrow is double dip day (10 am and 12:15 but I can only do about 20 min of 12:15 before leaving for my AT. But hey, I might just hear a miracle in that little time)
- Being sighted
- Having what I need
- Wanting what I have
- All y'all.
Y'all be pretty now, ya heah.