What you open your eyes and look at desappears. That is, it ceases to hold its illusory form. October 28 - Meditations from "Conversations with God - Book 1" page 102
Okay, where'd it go. I posted last night saved and published it. It is gone today. What the hell? I also cannot keep Syd nor Findon in my blogger list. One night they are there then, the next time or so they are gone. Is anyone else having problems like this? I have had the disappearing post happen a couple of times but it just creeps me out.
Also, I do not do sick well. I woke up this AM about 4 pm sick as a dog. Head swimming and cold sweats. Lasted most of the day. Still not feeling well, but the sick sick feeling is gone. I just hate this. My Mother used to call this "my feel bad hurts." Always works for me. Never did use it as an excuse not to go into work tho', it was too simple. I liked to be explicit and convoluted. I'm so glad I haven't lived like that since I got sober.
Not much to say tonight, we will see if this stays online.
Tonight I am grateful for:
- God, my Higher Power
- My Sobriety
- Mamie, my schnauzer who is barking to come in.
- My sponsor.
- Mostly well days.
- Being sighted
- Not enticed to try wheat beer.
- All y'all
Y'all be pretty now, ya heah.